OokamiGin

The wind blows fear. Fear for the unknown, fear from the past. Mistakes that haunt, Nag, Ache, Persist in the mind. Convolute the heart, and compromise the soul. The sun emits death. Death of dreams, death of hope. Hopelessness is a curse, Inescapable. The rain brings longing. Longing for good, longing for love. Soothing words to Heal, Mend, Rebuild what was broken. Salvage the mind, to be set free.

It's in my kiss Take every happy moment Every feeling from those moments Roll them up into one thing It's in my kiss Take every unhappy feeling That you never wanted again Roll them up into one thing It's in my kiss All these thoughts you never knew you had Come flooding to your mind When your lips meet mine It's in my kiss You want it You need it You feel the hurt It's in my kiss Burning like fire Coming too near can be dangerous Can you resist? It's in my kiss Living without it kills you inside Living with it is pain unbearable What will you live with? It's in my kiss Dancing, beautiful as a flame I need you to fue

Hold it in, that's what they want Bottle it up, cork it tight Lock it away swallow the key Hold it in, that's what they want No escape No, don't even think about it They don't care You need relief, they say otherwise Just listen for the time You'll show them some day Hold it in, that's what they want Bottle it up, cork it tight Lock it away swallow the key Hold it in, that's what they want Building up to almost unbearable Till you can't take it But they make you take it To the breaking point and beyond Filled to bursting With things kept locked inside Hold it in, that's what they want Bottle it up, cork it tight Lock it

These chains that bind me Easily breakable But so is my will My spirit suppressed By the holder of my chains These chains that bind me Fade when away from him But at the smallest hint of rebellion Come forth strong as ever I see no escape These chains that bind me Like an obedient puppy I resent them so With all of my being But this isn't enough to break These chains that bind me At times they seem to weaken But as I try to pull away I'm met by a harsh reprimand And a sharp jerk of the chain These chains that bind me In this futile battle Is there a way for me to be free? Maybe a light will come along To pierce this da

Standing Face it head on Be the one in control Walking Get away slowly Take your time with this Running It's after you Like it's after everyone else Run, run away As fast as you can When it catches up it's over You strive not to let it happen But there's no escape Run, run away Climbing mountains Jumping pitfalls Staying just out of reach But you can't for long Run, run away It's right there Breathing down your neck Try not to look It'll be the end Run, run away Blindly through the woods Eyes shut tight Holding back Pushing on Run, run away

Longing for something A light brushing of the fingers A gently draped hand Have I ever really had this? This type of soft affection Lightly laced fingers A gentle caress An experienced hand To softly wipe away my tears Longing for something Holding my hand in yours An arm placed lightly around me Gentle motions to console My distressed mind Resting safely in your arms Our breathing in time With the comfort of feeling Your warmth surrounding me Longing for something Something like this

Feel the drum beat thumping Hear your voices in the wind Whispers of what they used to be Floating away, to transcend Into the darkness of the night... I make up stories in my mind, the way I wish it could be This isn't some fairy tale, some happy love story But what the fuck am I thinking, I obviously can't see I don't get why or how I'm thinking, I can't shake these thoughts I feel it in the pit of my stomach Clenching, churning, emptiness Aching to be filled by someone who actually cares Someone who knows me best But that's only a faded fantasy... Bestie, bestie, you're my best friend and nothing more You've been there for m